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It's been a year

Posted on May 3rd, 2006 by Swan : Problem Solver Swan
It's been a whole year since I had my little baby girl and I can't believe it.  Actually she isn't so little anymore-- 26 lbs and 3 feet tall!  She looks like most 3 year-olds.  And can walk, talk and play just like they do.  She is still so young though, and sometimes I can see how frustrated she gets when her little body won't do what her mind wants her to do (like backing up the push toy to get out of a corner).

Also, I have been reflecting on the last year with love.  I have done a lot of healing (it was a tramatic birth for both of us), but I still do not physically feel "myself" yet.  That is a new challenge for me--"woman, heal thyself."

Most of all I can't believe how fast the time flies by, and I know it will only move faster now that she is so mobile and eager to explore this new world of hers.  I guess I can only be thankful that I am here to guide her and bear witness to all the extrodinary things she will see and do.  It actually brings tears to my eyes to think of how fast everything happens. 

In my arms, she will always be my baby girl.
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DESIDERADA

Posted on May 10th, 2006 by Swan : Problem Solver Swan
Today I was thinking of this poem that used to hang in my house growing up in Ozark, AL.
"Desiderata" was written in 1927 by Max Ehrmann

     

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.

Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and ignorant;
they too have their story.


Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexations to the spirit.


If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater
and lesser persons than yourself.


Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble,
it's a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.


Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.


Be yourself.
Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantement,
it is as perrenial as the grass.


Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.


Nurture strength of spirit
to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.

Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.

And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.


Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive him to be.

And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.


With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

 


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Yosemite

Posted on May 15th, 2006 by Swan : Problem Solver Swan
Well, this weekend we headed up to Yosemite (about 3 hours away) and had many things planned-- so did many other people!  The line was about 1 1/2 wait outside the gate.  I love the majesty and beauty of Yosemite, but couldn't believe so many others did as well! 

Then we got to the park and the surroundings somehow mellowed me out and we enjoyed the park-- not long enough for my liking though!  Next time we will have to stay much longer. 

I love the feeling I get when I'm there-- like I'm part of nature, part of something bigger, connecting to the universe more clearly.

My daughter loved going into the water (Merced river)- it was so high this year and there was actually still snow on top of Half Dome!

Anyways, then last night we had dinner at the Paso Robles Inn on the way home with our moms-- great food!

Happy Mother's Day to all!
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